"don't treat me like i'm invisible."

today. -_- idek. i'm showing people i'm in a better mood right? but, why do i feel like i'm being ignored. as in, being treated like i'm invisible. & that really hurts. it makes things worse. cause, i'm trying to do as you say right? why aren't you even acting like a friend anymore? like, your not there. how is that making anything feel better? i don't like being avoided. i feel our eyes meet all the time, but nothing is being made. no connection anymore. everything just seems like it's nothing. in other words, things feel different. people are giving me different advice, but seriously. idek which one to take. i'm the only one who knows myself the best. no one else does. i just have to follow what my heart tells me. but, it's so hard ! i'm thankful to have all of the people w/ me that has been there every step of the way. i hope things get better, because it's been killing me. everytime i see your face, i get weak. everytime your near, i melt. i'm just hiding it all.

photobucket update:




we was matchin today ! (:

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youtube update: new videos uploaded from yesterday ! i took some videos today from the rally, those will be up later on.

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imeem update:

-shotgun
-finer things
-firework
-don't turn back
-when it hurts
-oxybaby
-feel your love
-electric guitar
-us against the world
-moonwalkin
-he's a star
-you'll always be mine
-crazy for you
-curiosity