Dear Michael,
i can't believe your gone. you were gone too soon. and yet, i never got the chance to meet you face to face. it's always been my dream. but, the great thing is that i got to live in an era in which you lived in. i'm young & yet i got to experience music that i wasn't even born yet to listen to. when i wasn't even on this earth yet, you were making hisory. and how honored & glad i am to have lived in your time.
i don't even know how i became such a huge fan of you. it's amazing. because without you, i wouldn't know what real music was. experiencing your music just made me feel soo good inside. and you made me feel emotions i've never felt before. watching your jaw dropping & moving short films made me discover what dancing, music & show buisness was really about. you were soo dedicated into your work & clearly a perfectionist as you would say.
you got the world moving michael. you got the world feeling every emotion possible. you touched millions of people. you made us laugh, cry & smile. the world watched your every move. and we, the fans, supported you through the good times. & especially the hard times.
michael. to me tho, you were everything. you made me who i am today. some individuals think that isn't possible, but it is. i'm a pianist because of you. i remembered seeing you play the piano on television & wish i could do that. and look at me now, seven years of playing & i'm still going. nonstop. i'm a dancer for studio 309 because of you. oh gosh, you have inspired me in the dancing buisness soo much. you are the reason to why i dance. it's just unexplainable. i take all your advice when it comes to dance. i feel it. i became the instruments when i dance like you say & i don't think when i dance. i just feel. and i remember you always said that. to feel is the key. i wanna live on stage because of you. you said your most comfortable on stage as a performer. i realized, i'm happy on stage too. i'm a whole different person when it comes to being on stage. when i dance ... i think of you. all the performances i've done in the past was indeed because of you. if it wasn't for you, dancing probably wouldn't be my favorite thing to do. and i thank you.
you made me care about the world, the enviornment & especially people. you cared for the world as much as you cared about your family & fans. you made it in the guiness book of world records for donating the most money to charity in history ! what an accomplishment that is. it's just wonderful & knowing that you care soo much for people, i learned to do the same.
i know i'm only one person but i can make a difference. the line in "man in the mirror" says,
& that's what i've been doing. changing myself day by day in a positive way. i'm a nice person because of you & i take nothing for granted. i'm appreciative for what i have & everything else. you put others before yourself. you've done soo much for the world. soooo much. and some people can't appreciate that. you've traveled too soo many hospitals to visit sick & dying children. gave them toys & especially the love that they needed. you created the heal the world foundation which raised tons of money. just knowing that you cared & took the time out of your busy life to help is just amazing.
some people can't appreciate you michael. as you said, the media like to take the bad news instead of telling the world the good news. it's hurtful. but, that never phased you. that never stopped you in what you believed in. you knew what was true & that's all you & the fans needed to know. that never phased me either. i knew what michael jackson was really about. & never did i listen to the false stories & lies. i absolutely hate the name calling & the labels you got from such cold hearted people. i hate that you were used. i hate that you were hurt. physically, mentally & emotionally. you know michael, i wish i could of stopped all of that. sometimes, i hated i cared soo much. all you did was give love to the world. but no, they didn't see that.
one wish i always wanted was for people to simply leave you alone. peace was what you needed. but this world isn't peaceful. we do live in a cruel world. some people never got to see who the real michael jackson was. one thing i want the world to remember is the music, & certainly not the madness.
michael, you've left our world far too soon. it's hard to accept. your gone physically. but not spiritually. i know your still here. & you'll forever live in my heart. your up in heaven now. where it's peaceful. you'll finally join hands with the angels & god. nobody can touch you, harm you, or doubt you anymore. they can finally leave you alone. that's what you wanted half your life right. you finally get to live your life in heaven as the honest man you always were. i hope you watch over paris, prince & prince jr. my, what beautiful children they have grown to be. i feel their heartache & i know they miss & love you dearly. watch over them. i always think about them every day, wishing you were still here with them.
you know, you'll never be really gone. as the true fan i am, i'm gonna keep your legacy going. and never will that die. and never will anyone replace you in my heart. thank you for everything you have done for the world. thank you for sharing your gift that god has granted you. you've made me a better person. someone who has confident in themselves. you taught me to always chase after your dreams, & that's exactly what i am doing. you're amazing. & truly one of a kind. i'm glad to have experienced you. now that you're gone, i've lost a piece of a my heart that surely will not be replaced. you always said you wanted to live forever. & you will, in my heart. i love you. & as you always reply with, "i love you more." i'll see you in heaven one day. words still seem to fail me still. no one will really understand how much i felt about you & how much of an impact you had on my life. thank you. i love and miss you.
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