vent.

first vent of the summer, wow. i was waiting for one of these days. & here it goes. my night is just as intense as the rest of my day. interesting. she didn't need to apologize. =/ how can you feel you took something away from me ... you can't say sorry for something you took away from me that i never had. i had nothing, we had nothing. yeknow ? there was nothing. it was & still is my emotions that got in the way, that was a long time ago. some of it still remains inside of me.

tonight made me think back to those days, to when i was going thruuuu all that. you made me remember it. you made me re-think it. why is what i keep asking. why ? i don't know. i'll never know. we all want something we can't have. it's just how life is. i need to let people have there happiness. cause, that's how good of a person i am. i put others before me.

it's whatever, let me continue on with my life.
it's just another one of those days.