i'm watching the news right now while typing this. and, it's just hard. i'm literally shaking inside my bones. thoughts are flowing thruu my head, it's craaazy. i still can't believe i lost my favorite artist. michael jackson changed the face of music, entertainment, EVERYTHING period. he was a wonderful person. a wonderful artist & person in general. i grew up to him. i grew up watching him on tv. listening to his music. and was just mezmorized on this wonderful artist. i wasn't around during the years of elvis & the beatles ... but i was around for michael jackson. he was the face of my generation.
i have soooo many memories of michael. i remember the first cd i bought of his. it was the dangerous cd. i bought it when i was like in 5th grade. and i brought that cd everywhere i went. i loved his music. as the years went by, i became more of a fan. i bought all of his albums, magazines, people gave me memorable items, i collected everything & anything of his.
through my growing years, i've recieved alot of crap tho. there's a lot of haters i shall say out there, who just don't understand. but, i didn't get that crap to pull me down on being a fan. but, i stood by what i believe in. & i didn't care what people thought of me. i stayed a fan. a true fan at that. and no one can change that. NO ONE. nothing can phase me.
what's so great about him your thinking anyways. what is so special about michael jackson? he is just amazing. at everything. at what he does. do you see people put so much emotion in their music? do you see anyone else dance like him? no. never. & never will. his music has meaning. a lot of artists look up to him in soo many ways.
words really can't explain how devastated i am today. i just wanna let everyone know how big of a fan i really am. not many people tho. i don't even know how to type this out because so many thoughts are running thru my mind. he is just my idol. and i don't care what really people think. he cared soooo much about people. soo many children tooo. he loves children so much because as a child himself, he didn't have a childhood. he didn't have no fun, none of that. he suffered as a child. with working all the time & being abused as well by his father. he cares soo much for children because he never had a childhood. and i truely understand that. i know i never met him, i know i didn't know him personally. but he truely touched my life, and idk how to show that. but to just keep him in my prayers. and he'll always be the king of pop ... the king of music in my heart. he made a change, most definietly. i love him soooo much, he changed who i was. he made me get into music. playing the piano ? yeah, i think of him when i play the piano because he knew how to play too. dancing at the studio ? yes, i think of him there tooo .. he's the greatest dancer. & in the studio, is a picture painted of him up on the walll. i am a devoted fan. and i will forever willl be. he is forever my idol. and will always have a special place in my heart.
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