Monday, April 20, 2009

you've left me with nothing but scars,

on my heart tho.


spring break is over, & i'm in school right now. did i have a good spring break? i'd say yes. it waaas ... it ended great. but, now i'm in schoool. got a few stuff on my mind right now.

i'm fallin for you again. i've always had something for you. i never stopped, it's just everytime we kickit or have our time, it just takes me back ... back to that one feeling i have. the same feeling, just deeper. i believe that something can happen, but i always believe in myself. but, i do have my doubts. i think i'm waiting for nothing. can that be true ? am i really waiting for nothing. maybe, maybe not? we have a strong friendship, don't get me wrong there. & it's probably gonna just stay that way ... forever. i wish i can see into the future, but i can't. i've always had something for you. & in time, it wares off. like, it's not as big. but when those days come, i drag myself back to the beginning.

he'll always be more than a friend in my eyes.


now, second. this is about a different person okay, so don't trip. anyways, i feel like he's talkin to someone or feelin someone new. i was right about that one thing, wasn't i? can i be right about ... her? i'm hoping i'm not, if i am. fml. really thooooo, everything about me to you is done. that's what i think, but i could be wrong. idek ! according to my horoscope for today, it's best that i do move on.

my horoscope:
"You've tried to clarify where you stand with this certain someone, but it's as if you're dealing with Dr. Jekyll and Mr. or Mrs. Hyde. What gives? Why so crazy? If you haven't figure it out, reasoning is out of the question. It's probably time to move on."


"scars that linger still. try to put them behind us, they only remind us of when we had something real."

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