your the reason.

your the reason for my smiles, tears, good & bad days.
today's going great ! :D i'm in 5th period, photography right now. boored & fullll as ever, hahaa. man, i always be grubbin at lunch tho. i ate a burrito + patrick bought me a beef chimichanga. yuuum, but blaaah. -_- i needa be cuttin back. we just started a new project today, it's about sports. i think it's a collage thingy. idek, i needa look at the project description. we're gonna be stoppin at 1:30. so, i got like 10 minutes to start.

hmm, so i'm listening to love rain part 2. everytime i hear this song, your face seems to pop up everytime. funny, but true. it's not the easiest thing tho, to shake you off my mind. i just can't. there are times when you ignore me, piss me off, bring me to tears, irritate me ... but at the end of the day, i just can't seem to get enough of you. after all i went through, i'm still here. hanging on. after all the painful situations you've put me thruuu, the tears you brought me, the lies & truths that you told me, the constant wondering i had to go thruuuu, i am still here. after everything, i'm still down for you. i'm still caring for you. even tho, i'm not supposed to right now. it's hard, and that ain't a lie. you probably won't even come back to me. and that's the thing i'm most worried about. i know i tend to rush things, but why rush? i got all the time in the world tho. i'm a person that hates patience. patience is the key tho, to fix it. man, you don't even know what i feel when i see you. i may seem so calm & quiet, but soo many thoughts trigger in my head. you bring a smile to my face everytime. my heart just seems to sink ... & it's all just unexplainable. nobody gives me that, besides you. & i don't want that feeling to go away, even tho for now it's supposed to be gone.

"you make me laugh, you make me cry. but idk which side to buy."

edit [4:43pm]

here's your guys's picture !
look at these pretty females.