wrong timing.

tell me about it ! so today was just, not good . from morning till the end of the school day . i repeat, not good. i cried at lunch with cindy cause i couldn't hold it any longer. she's the only one i cry to really. as i was telling her the story, i couldn't help it. she said, "it's not your fault. it's just the wrong time." she thinks i shouldn't blame myself. well, i don't think i should completely yeknow ? it's half & half. but anywhoo. i'm glad she was there for me, she always is.

people nowadays. confusing. life itself confusing! questions every single day. why this? what that? why'd that have to happen? why it gotta be like that? what am i thinking? what are you thinking? and yet, i still haven't gotten any of those answered. but maybe they're right, maybe i just needa drop it for now. & just, let the time go. because, i know for a fact that it'll get better in time. you know all this sadness i've been having ... i know it's kinda early in the process to be goin through this. but, all this is nothing new to me.

photobucket update:


1st period, English photos! click here.


youtube update:


3/3/09 - us on the bus.
new videos from today at school too ! check it !
if you can't view the video, go to:
http://youtube.com/laurensunga