oh man !

kinda weird for me to be thinkin "no no no never" & then all of a sudden, be havin second thoughts. funny, right? well, all these people sayin "you do have a thing!" or "give him a chance" started sinking into my brain. maybe i should? maybe i should consider him & see what happens? after doin some thinkin, i was like am i really serious? but , i was lookin at it like it was a total bad thing ! when really, it isn't. & they even said so. i can't believe myself tho. on friday, i was askin hella questions cause i think i was starting to consider him? & then, he gotta little suspscious. i was just dead confused ! man . not even coooool . then, i found out something else & i hit a sign of jealously. woaaah man . then, monday. the kaboom! landed on me. you said it in a kinda rude way.
"whatta bxtch!" - lauren & marjory.
man, things are just jumpin back & forth in my brain. idek where to pick up on where i left off. rawr ! idk ! i just needa relax .

My Horoscope:
"Intimacy is great -- if you're ready for it. So proceed with caution when it comes to touch. An innocently laid hand on someone else's leg can lead to all sorts of bad business right now. Where it goes depends on your willingness to accept a fling without attachments."

just wow. interesting, cause it's true.