nonsense.

that's what today was full of, nonsense. i just don't get it . day & night, i'm confused in the heart & mind. what do i want? what do i see? why am i thinking this way? first & for most, i can't deny but i do have a small thing for you. & you know it. let's start there. why? reason is, you are just there! because, as i stated before. all the guys around, that i've liked either have someone already or is likein someone already. & there is no point in trying anymore right? & i don't think i would want to anyways because it's getting me no where. & i already know that. then, i see you. & your the only one that has been there. you liked me before. but, i didn't. & i remember i let you down easy. & after that, you started to get over me. but then, last friday was when it all started. i started to do some serious thinking. cause, before this. cindy was talkin to me on how i should maybe try to consider him cause you never know. you know, that talk right? & all of that finally sunk into my brain. then, i finally have the guts to tell you. but, then. you tell me you don't like me back. how moded did i feel ! then, alluh that crap went on. then, we got better. & you told me you still have a little bit of feelings for me. but, it wasn't as much as last time. i guess? but then today? i hear that you like her? & i'm all like, you know. wth? she said that you said that to her face. then, when i ask you. your all like idk? wow. i don't get it. & now i'm thinkin should i ? should i not? what ! blah man . whatever . so damn confusing . bye .




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