aye .

There's a certain someone who foreal made my day. Hahaha, I know. It's just whatever for right now cause we all know how it's gonna end. I'm hella chill about it though.

My day was pretty good. Had a bit of every emotion though. Morning was chillllll. Hahaha, all my classes today was just whatever. nothing big, nothing new, nothing special. Lunch though, man. I hate seeing my girrrrrl cry. i had to wipe her tears & what not. but, i'm glad everything is good & solid again. let it stay that way ! please.

So, i'm having small second thoughts about someone. even though it's just like, whatever. but, i'm the only one who knows myself pretty damn wellll. it's just, i can't compare anything to the butterfly feelin ? you know, i just love it. & i love it when someone makes me feel that way. haha. it's like, i can't go a day w/ out feeling that way. & i think that's they answer to why i'm lookin at you ... like this.

But, we all know. guys are just talk. that's it, and we can't tell whether they're foreal or just messin. sometimes you can though. one thing you have to remember is your surroundings. no matter what, people talk talk & talk. it's what they love to do. no matter what! the news will always be brought up some way, some how. that's why you have to be careful. it's hard though. It's whatever(: just livin life.

And, for another certain someone. i see myself progress. meaning, i see myself starting to be okay with the fact that .. you's know who's for you's know's whats. it's all complicated but i can see myself change . i'm not down & what not & havin' that bother me, yeknow ? i'm not gonna let something that i don't even know is true bring me down . but i think you've forgotten about me? It's been over a week now. wsup ?

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